Even though it's been over 2 months you're still the only thing my brain seems to fix on. Life goes on, I can think about you without bawling now but still you seem to be the only thing i can think about. The funeral program is hanging on the wall at work and atleast 50 times a day there I am staring straight at your smiling face. How can you be so happy in those pictures but gone from us now? At home, again there you are smiling back at me from the wall. Why did you leave???