I had a wonderful birthday, I went to Andy and Angie's for supper. On my way home I decided to listen to your message that I have saved on my phone, I am not sure exactly what yr it is from 2013 or 2014, but you are wishing me a happy birthday, I had not been able to listen to it since you left. It was so good to hear your voice and of course I cried. I miss you immensely. I worry about Andy and Bonnie and your Dad, its so hard to talk about. I worry about Alan, Seth, Jeremy and Blake, they all knew you alittle differently and I hope they have someone to support them because I think you were that person for them. I worry about Amy, she did love you Jere. I heard someone say the pain of loss "doesn't get better it just gets different". Love mom