I love to be able to write what is being felt at the moment. I love to read what people have felt or just want to say. I probably shouldn't say this out loud but. Andy , Jere and Shad used to twist my arm to buy them alcohol. I hated doing it. But they were so cute and sweet and they wouldn't stop harassing me till I caved in. I always have them a lecture and made them promise to not drink and drive or do anything that was dangerous. One time I told Jere that he owed me a present for getting the boose for him. I knew I wouldn't see anything from him. But one day he showed up and handed me this box. Inside was a beautiful glass blown humming bird on a flower that was set on a mirrored music box. I had that music box for over 15 years before it got broken. I loved it I loved knowing he thought about me and wanted to get me something nice and not just a dinky little toy. I miss not having it I miss not being able to see Jere. I love you guys and wish you didn't have to go through the pain